July 18, 2006
Submissive moment
Here I am.. having insomnia again and updating my journal while most Malaysians are sleeping soundly. There's nothing on my mind. I am totally exhausted and craving a good night rest. The air is humid. My fan is blasting to the max. My queen-size bed is definately too big for me to sleep alone. Feeling cold and blue.. especially when insomnia strikes. This is the moment I'd be most vulnerable. Any Tammy, Daisy and Hazey could sink her teeth into me and suck me dry. Without resistance. Without commotion. Without regret. I am totally yours..// oil replenished @ 03:50 
