June 14, 2006
Sick cat
Recuperating at home; from flu and sore throat. Since I'm not working (but my mobile didn't stop ringing) and do not have the habit of afternoon nap, I decided to watch some DVDs I borrowed from C earlier.
Love Actually; a beautiful movie about love and relationship beyond superficial and rudimental mean.
Love rocks on"Love actually is always around". What say you?
Love is elementary
Love American style
Love unspoken
Love at work
Love is awkward
Love lasts a lifetime
Love and politics
Love as a second language
January 06, 2006
How far are you from L.O.V.E?
The furthest distance is not life and death between lovers, instead it happens when i am standing in front of you but you don't know that i love you.The utmost distance between lovers is not that you didn't realise i love you even when i am standing in front of you, instead it is the truth that we can't be together although we know that we love each other.
The outermost distance between lovers is not we can't be together although we know we love each other, instead it is the truth that we have to pretend to make each other a stranger in our mind even though we know we are perfect for each other.
Source: Indian poet
Humans are habitual, emotional and selfish creature. In reality, what are you willing to do, how much and to what extent would you sacrifice in the name of L.O.V.E? (click to play)
February 14, 2006
Valentine
If there were no wordsI would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you
And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine
All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And shown me how to love unselfishly
I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine
And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine
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Wishing everyone a Happy & Romantic Valentine's Day.
July 05, 2006
Something Stupid
I know I stand in line
Until you think you have the time
To spend an evening with me
And if we go someplace to dance
I know that there's a chance
You won't be leaving with me
Then afterwards we drop into a quiet little place
And have a drink or two
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
I can see it in your eyes
You still despise the same old lines
You heard the night before
And though it's just a line to you
For me it's true
And never seemed so right before
I practice every day to find some clever
lines to say
To make the meaning come true
But then I think I'll wait until the evening
gets late
And I'm alone with you
The time is right
Your perfume fills my head
The stars get red
And oh the night's so blue
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
(INSTRUMENTAL)
The time is right
Your perfume fills my head
The stars get red
And oh the night's so blue
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
I love you X 7
December 22, 2005
Mama.. I Love U
I was inside U for 9 months (3/4 year)..
But U will be inside me for 99 years
I was risen by U for 22 years..
But U left me after living for 52 years
I was mischievous during childhood..
But U were so caring during your motherhood
I was a hot-headed rebellios teenager..
But U dutifully guided me without venting your anger
I was a recalcitrant young man..
But U subtly transformed me into a fine gentleman
I was a love-struck dumbo..
But U discreetly accepted my bimbo
I was too shy to say I love U..
But U have no qualm expressing the love in U
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And because of U..
I am who I am today
A dire reflection of U
Similarity in many ways
And I am forever thankful..
That U are my beloved Mama
My life's always meaningful
Coz it's full of your charisma
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Today is the 9th year of your demise
I miss U so much, Mama.. wherever U are
January 07, 2007
Jui hou ji hui
It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still holding on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on
So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should
Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me
This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me
If I need ya like I do
Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch
We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on
You're still number one I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights ya know I still do
One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...
February 10, 2007
S(HE)
He might have done a thousand good deeds but she may just always remember the worst of him.
Eventhough he may not love her the way she wants/expects but that doesn't mean he does not love her with all he has.
Eventhough he may not love her the way she wants/expects but that doesn't mean he does not love her with all he has.
February 01, 2006
Puppy love
The Dog has just taken the baton from the Cock; which the latter is going for a vacation for 12 years. Ushering the Dog year, many people got themselves a dog as a pet too. Speaking from my experience, a dog is undoubtedly a fantastic pet and a loyal companion. I really miss Frec now eventhough I've left adequate food and water supply. He was ecstatic; jumping frantically and pounding on me affectionately when I got home on Sunday night. Frec is one of the many reasons why I enjoy going home and being at home so much..I'm kinda concern with the issue addressed in this article. I hope dog owners acknowledge these responsibilities and always have priorities in the welfare of their pet. Adopting a dog is a big commitment; not a mere puppy love.
December 23, 2005
Unconditional love
Watched the finale of International Movie Screening; The Emperor's Journey. This movie won the NBS award and was nominated for Satellite Award for documentary category. 2 words to describe it ~ unconditional love. It struck the bull-eye in my heart deeply as it coincided with the 9th anniversary of my beloved Mama's demise. I couldn't hold back my tears.
Met Adam, Christy, Angie, Cassey, Wendy and Fong Ling. Da gurls are so pretty and hot.. *melted heart*
Met Adam, Christy, Angie, Cassey, Wendy and Fong Ling. Da gurls are so pretty and hot.. *melted heart*
October 15, 2005
Scent-sation
Sometime ago, Idah said she thought of me while boarding monorail due to a familiar scent. According to her, it was similar to the scent in my car. I was baffled as the fragrant is not available in country. I vividly recall an incident whereby a friend blogged the same too.. when I jokingly claimed she left her scent at my place.
I still have poignant memory of the following:-
~ scent of my late Mom who loves to use J&J products
~ scent of my late maternal grandma and her wooden-plank bed
~ scent of both my late paternal grandparents and their straw briefcases
~ scent of my late uncle who loves alcohol and tobacco
~ scent of someone special I love to hug and kiss passionately
~ scent of someone special I love to cuddle and snuggle with
~ scent of someone special during and after intimacy
Does your nose smell its way to your nostalgia?
I still have poignant memory of the following:-
~ scent of my late Mom who loves to use J&J products
~ scent of my late maternal grandma and her wooden-plank bed
~ scent of both my late paternal grandparents and their straw briefcases
~ scent of my late uncle who loves alcohol and tobacco
~ scent of someone special I love to hug and kiss passionately
~ scent of someone special I love to cuddle and snuggle with
~ scent of someone special during and after intimacy
Does your nose smell its way to your nostalgia?
April 20, 2007
Ultimatum
Broken circle.Parted souls.
Shattered love.
Restless feelings.
Lasted 139 days.
Curfew 30 days.
Shattered love.
Restless feelings.
Lasted 139 days.
Curfew 30 days.
November 28, 2007
Such a BAD night ^_^
Had a tiring day. Was not having adequate rest due to 'lao sai' and 'san khuai'. Planned to have a little nap in the afternoon but somehow tak jadi. Damn blardy mentally exhausted. Suddenly when I was lazing on the couch watching chinese drama, she wanna eat Mc D's banana pie. Was reluctant at first but gave in later. So off I drove to Mc D alone. After ordering what she wanted, I drove home alone also.. but with a hungry stomach. I guess the mouth-satisfying aroma from Mc D has triggered my stomach and it was growling mercilessly. So from Mc D I took another corner which led me to Ramly burger stall. Haha. Old Ramly still rocks my socks. Yummy!! Ternyata sedap walaupun terlupa bubuh sos tomato. Apalah.. Just hope my honey loves the banana pie and sorry for the blunder of getting you choco sundae instead of Cornetto. Love u :*March 21, 2007
Life is not a rehearsal
Received a shocking sms while I was at work. A friend, Jin, has passed away in an accident mishap in the morning. We were catching up with each other via msn earlier after not meeting up for some time. After attended his funeral at night, I was reminded yet again.. Life is short and fragile. Live it to the fullest while it lasts..If I'm being called back one day.. I'd want her to know that she's my 5th elements, my moon and my sun. Qad.. I love U :*
September 25, 2006
Home-cooked family dinner
Woke up before noon despite sleeping at 5am. Heavy head + lethargy. Just feel like resting and not doing any chores today. About to take a nap when Hon reached. Since she's surfing for her assignment, I decided to resume my initial plan. NAP. ZZ. SIBEH SYIOK. But I still woke up with a heavy head. DENG. Boarded lrt after my shower.
The first day of Ramadan. The first day of fasting. So many stalls at the Ramadan Bazaar near my house. Luckily I did not drive or else I gotta park at the rooftop. The dinner was awesome. The lotus root, groundnut and abalone soup was super duper yummylicious. Had 2 big bowls of it. The steam fish, seremban's style fried egg, stir fried siew pak choy and baby french beans were cooked to perfection. Just the way we liked it.
Regret to say, I did not catch up to much with them coz I needed to catch the last train. Immediately cleaned up the dishes and kitchen after dinner before I say bye. Everytime when I leave the house, there's a sore feelings inside me. THERE'S NO PLACE LIKE HOME.
I LOVE ALL OF U.
The first day of Ramadan. The first day of fasting. So many stalls at the Ramadan Bazaar near my house. Luckily I did not drive or else I gotta park at the rooftop. The dinner was awesome. The lotus root, groundnut and abalone soup was super duper yummylicious. Had 2 big bowls of it. The steam fish, seremban's style fried egg, stir fried siew pak choy and baby french beans were cooked to perfection. Just the way we liked it.
Regret to say, I did not catch up to much with them coz I needed to catch the last train. Immediately cleaned up the dishes and kitchen after dinner before I say bye. Everytime when I leave the house, there's a sore feelings inside me. THERE'S NO PLACE LIKE HOME.
I LOVE ALL OF U.
September 24, 2006
BabiQ
Rushed to VFlora immediately after sending Shawnie home. Had to turn few rounds before securing a carpark in order not to get my car clamped. The BabiQ pit was full of smoke but so few 'kaki's. Kinda disappointed with the outcome. I guess the forum is dying. Anyway, I've found some great friends there and suffice to say.. 'U dudes are cool to hang out with'.Whilst the rest had own plans and left after I reached, we adjourned to Hump's condo next block. Bought 2 bottles of beers for chilling out at the poolside, chatting and eating the remaining chicken wings. Hanging out with this group of younger dudes was pretty relaxing. At least less pretentious and non-manipulative. It'd be a pleasure if I get invited to join them again. One thing for sure.. they love singing and drinking. Cheers!!
May 14, 2006
Happy Mother's Day
May 07, 2006
DCTPO
The day has come.. finally. DC Team Power Outing ; purely teambuilding and fun without 
Watched dvd; Hostel; a gruesome and gory movie inspired by true stories directed by Quentin T. May wanna get Cabin Fever too *sadistic grin* BBQ dinner sucked big time. Only edible dishes were fresh coleslaw and bbq prawn. Downing red wines were fantabulous; great combi with foods and weather. Had an enjoyable time with the team building games especially the candle blowing and IQ test. Whilst some headed to so-called town for mamak, some back to room for early rest, some singing, some gambling.. I headed to the wine keeper's room. Hehe!! I can't resist having wine and I do not feel cold eventhough wearing sport shorts since touch down. MAIN: WINE. SECONDARY: BONDING. Adjourned to aunties-uncles ginrummy session only to have my stomach filled. Chatted with FL and KH before hitting the sack. FL fell into deep sleep as soon as his head rested on the pillow. AWESOME. His snoring kept me awake for hours.
Few more rounds of games after breakfast whilst a handful were still sleeping soundly like a baby. Rented a bike and toured around with KH, CH and Loong. The weather was really nice lah. Sure damn syiok if a girl's pillion riding and hugging me. Cooling wind front but warm back. WooHoo!! Cleaned up, lousy light lunch and departed. Think I was asleep 80% of the entire journey back to city despite the rocky ride. I've collected some nice pine cones and plants but the whole bag got crushed badly by heavy luggages. Dear Devil, please do not get infuriated and send me to hell ya *trembling*
To surmise; dreadful journey, cooling weather, fresh air, captivating scenery and greenery, lousy foods, fun-filled games, good bonding and tasty wines.
April 29, 2006
Kiss me honey honey kiss me..
*Recent MIA was a dire cause of bolehland broadband bawah lagi. Mek cipap oooiii..*
Had an extremely fun-filled-action-packed day. Visited bank, house owners and their properties. Damn the scorching sun. I was drenched with salty sweat in my working attire. Must get some short-sleeve working shirts but saw none in G2000. Bad news from Alex.. SOLD!! I know it's blardy HOT location lah. "GIrl I miss your kisses, all the time and places.. 25 minutes too late" Should be able to dispose BANGAU in May. ONG LAI ONG LAI.. MALI MALI ONG!! I can feel it YYEAAAHHHHH!!
Met up with ex-colleagues; DW and GC. She's still as sweet and svelte as years ago; not to be compared to the ever skinny and balding me. Though not vertically inclined, she's hotter than those Hush Puppies scrawny models. Bet she has tonnes of admirers killing each other for her. WoOt. Went to SB after she left. Two malatlou drinking mocha; telling tales of mid life crisis and fishing. Go catch your MY-SG ARAPAIMA bud. I SUPPORT U. Next target would be WSJ MARLIN.
Talking about fish.. have you ever beenbittenkissed by an Arowana before? I though it's a shy species unlike Kaloi. Perhaps suffering from hunger since the tenants left. Fed the tortoise too. Poor pets. Those big fat momma Koi in BANGAU gone. LESAP. Miss watching them feed. Freckle's having his detox lately too. Although not as cute as a Basset Hound, I love it nevertheless. BOY COME TO DADDY *lick lick waggy waggy*
p/s: enjoying my glass of kahlua ice-cream now. SLURP!!
Had an extremely fun-filled-action-packed day. Visited bank, house owners and their properties. Damn the scorching sun. I was drenched with salty sweat in my working attire. Must get some short-sleeve working shirts but saw none in G2000. Bad news from Alex.. SOLD!! I know it's blardy HOT location lah. "GIrl I miss your kisses, all the time and places.. 25 minutes too late" Should be able to dispose BANGAU in May. ONG LAI ONG LAI.. MALI MALI ONG!! I can feel it YYEAAAHHHHH!!
Met up with ex-colleagues; DW and GC. She's still as sweet and svelte as years ago; not to be compared to the ever skinny and balding me. Though not vertically inclined, she's hotter than those Hush Puppies scrawny models. Bet she has tonnes of admirers killing each other for her. WoOt. Went to SB after she left. Two malatlou drinking mocha; telling tales of mid life crisis and fishing. Go catch your MY-SG ARAPAIMA bud. I SUPPORT U. Next target would be WSJ MARLIN.
Talking about fish.. have you ever been
p/s: enjoying my glass of kahlua ice-cream now. SLURP!!
March 10, 2006
Courtship
During an IM chat, a friend asked me "A guy likes a girl. The girl likes the guy too but nothing seems happening between them". The permutation of possible scenarios could be beyond our comprehension as the behaviours of every individual are distinctive. I can only think of the following:-
~ still haunted by past relationships.
~ objection from parents/guardians.
~ the timing is not in favour of either one or both parties.
~ either one or both are still keeping his/her options wide.
~ different priorities in life e.g relationship can be forgone now.
~ perhaps both are still young and have the privelege to 'test drive'.
~ either one or both are not making any move due to personal reasons.
~ the one who are being courted may have not responded due to personal reasons.
If I were him, I'd ask her out for a date. Meeting and interacting face-to-face is an effective way to get to know another person better.. besides making calls, sending sms and IM chat of which I personally feel the latter are lacking of human touch. A date may not be limited to shopping, movie and dinner per se but rather spending some quality time getting to know each other better. A stroll on the beach, a jog in the park, mountain biking or cook each other a meal would be cool if both have inclination towards mother nature and away from crowds (places to be seen such as pubs, discos, CB, Starbucks.. etc).
I'm patient and diligent when it comes to kao lui. I'll observe and get to know her more prior to making my moves. I do not jump into a relationship blindly only to break off later due to irreconciliable differences and incompatibility in many areas. I understand not all relationships will end up walking thru the aisle but I'll always try to play my parts well although I do have my fair share of imperfections too. Nonetheless, when I fall in love I DO fall truly madly deeply..
~ still haunted by past relationships.
~ objection from parents/guardians.
~ the timing is not in favour of either one or both parties.
~ either one or both are still keeping his/her options wide.
~ different priorities in life e.g relationship can be forgone now.
~ perhaps both are still young and have the privelege to 'test drive'.
~ either one or both are not making any move due to personal reasons.
~ the one who are being courted may have not responded due to personal reasons.
If I were him, I'd ask her out for a date. Meeting and interacting face-to-face is an effective way to get to know another person better.. besides making calls, sending sms and IM chat of which I personally feel the latter are lacking of human touch. A date may not be limited to shopping, movie and dinner per se but rather spending some quality time getting to know each other better. A stroll on the beach, a jog in the park, mountain biking or cook each other a meal would be cool if both have inclination towards mother nature and away from crowds (places to be seen such as pubs, discos, CB, Starbucks.. etc).
I'm patient and diligent when it comes to kao lui. I'll observe and get to know her more prior to making my moves. I do not jump into a relationship blindly only to break off later due to irreconciliable differences and incompatibility in many areas. I understand not all relationships will end up walking thru the aisle but I'll always try to play my parts well although I do have my fair share of imperfections too. Nonetheless, when I fall in love I DO fall truly madly deeply..
February 04, 2006
High @ Bangsar
Just back from Telawi Street Bistro; met up Carine and Chee. Kathy was unable to make it due to hospitalisation; unsure about Chun Yip. Securing a decent carpark was really a daunting task. I wasn't surprise when they waved at me the moment I walked in. Yeah!! I'm still the same boring old me.. minus the white hair and the railway tracks. Carine is a smoking hot mom. For those who do not know her marital status would definately not hesitate buying this lanky curveous lady a drink and trying his luck. Had a good time catching up despite yelling and loosing voice. The beat got funkier and the small dance floor was swarmed by patrons. Feeling a little high after several shots of JD and Chivas on the rock. I gotta admit I love 
